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December 30th, 2008

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November 19th, 2008

11:11 pm - Nightmares are back... You ever have a dream so horrific and vivid that it wakes you up 5-6 times in a night, you feel nauseous and when you fall back to sleep it starts immediately where it left off? I'm not going to post the details here... I want to forget it as soon as possible. But I haven't been able to think about anything else all day. Sometimes I hate my capacity to dream. I'm honestly afraid to sleep tonight... Current Location: Home Current Mood: aggravated Current Music: Guns N' Roses - Shackler's Revenge

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November 8th, 2008

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October 18th, 2008

03:29 pm - Conflicting, Pseudo-Schizophrenic Tendencies Hi all, Long time no see. Firstly, I desperately need to shave. I'm starting to resemble a mix between Kid Rock, Shaggy from Scooby Doo and a Drag Rat. The facial hair has become more of a sign of weakness and confusion than its original conception through laziness brought on by moving and beer. Nevertheless, ONWARD to this overdue breaking of silence that can only be justified when coupled with the inevitable clusterfuck of life altering experiences that have recently defined the life of yours truly. I won't go into the details of my activities over the past few months; if you desire to be caught up, feel free to call me and we shall share stories over tea and, dare I suggest, crumpets too. I will, however, attempt to give you a mind's eye view of my current state of play. I must preemptively apologize, this post has become quite emo-elitist. I can't seem to remove myself from this dichotomous existence that can easily be defined by my absolutely separable left-brain and right-brain tendencies. I'm a musical IT philosophical writer code-monkey. Put that on my degree, UT. I'm not really sure what will become of me or my plans, but my recent experiences have taught me that happiness is here and that, at least for me, life always seems to work itself out. I'm definitely not the same person I was 3 years ago, which I consider progress. Disregarding a strict anti-emo policy, I have to say... I still love her. The problem is, the person I am IN love with no longer exists. Perhaps the person that is in love with her no longer exists either. I left for Seattle hoping to discover the question that everyone looks for in life - the question that needs answering to find what truly makes a person happy, only to find that the answer to that question is that the question itself does not exist. The time apart seemed to be just enough to create an impassable rift between us given the changes we both experienced. Possibly the reason I wouldn't look at her right before she said the sentence that I have heard daily for a month now is that I didn't recognize the person that was saying it. Enough of that. *Looking for a manly thing to say...* WOMEN SUCK. GOD. *man-beer-flex* I promise I shall follow this post in the near future with happier news. Every chapter of life has an end. </emo> <3s Nacho P.S. Take care of yourself Tsung. We pray for your safety daily, even though we aren't even sure there is someone there to pray to. Current Location: Home Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: Radiohead - Idioteque

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September 17th, 2008

08:53 am - The moment she said it keeps replaying in my head... let me help you guys out here... Current Location: Anthony's Couch Current Mood: indescribable

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March 28th, 2008

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October 25th, 2007

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October 2nd, 2007

02:51 am - sleeperz puweez?!1!?@!!!@?! I been doing no sleeping since sleeping stopped. That is all. Current Location: NachoBook Current Mood: confused Current Music: Rattling Ceiling Fan

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May 3rd, 2007

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February 13th, 2007

08:54 pm - I'm tumbling down a goddamn rabbit hole. You scored as Neo, the "One". Neo is the computer hacker-turned-Messiah of the Matrix. He leads a small group of human rebels against the technology that controls them. Neo doubts his ability to lead but doesn't want to disappoint his friends. His goal is for a world where all men know the Truth and are free from the bonds of the Matrix. </td> Neo, the "One" 83% William Wallace 79% Lara Croft 75% Captain Jack Sparrow 71% Batman, the Dark Knight 67% Indiana Jones 67% The Amazing Spider-Man 50% Maximus 50% The Terminator 46% El Zorro 33% James Bond, Agent 007 25% Which Action Hero Would You Be? v. 2.0 created with QuizFarm.com ...whoa. Current Location: Home Current Music: Jonathan Coulton - Code Monkey

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January 13th, 2007

12:39 pm - found my old blurty =P I stumbled across my old blurty this morning, and I think this post is definitely worth sharing with the masses. *Led Zeppelin enters the room* *Robert Plant disembowels you with his unimaginably godlike voice* YOU TAKE 80038 HP DAMAGE! *Jimmy Page plays a note* YOU ARE PARALYZED! *Jimmy Page unleashes with a mighty F# chord!* YOU TAKE 99999 HP DAMAGE! YOU ARE DEAD! TO REVIVE YOURSELF, YOU MUST ACKNOWLEDGE THAT LED ZEPPELIN IS THE GREATEST BAND THAT HAS EVER EXISTED AND THAT WILL EVER EXIST. 4 on 4 my friends. That post was right when I was getting into Zeppelin, and, well, in the words of Otto from the Simpsons: "Zeppelin RULES!". Current Location: Hizzy Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: The Smashing Pumpkins - Winterlong

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December 2nd, 2006

07:14 pm Hmmmm... about right I suppose.

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October 13th, 2006

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October 12th, 2006

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October 4th, 2006

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September 29th, 2006

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September 16th, 2006

09:11 pm - White and Nerdy ...so weird al is releasing a new album. This is his take on "Ridin' Dirty". They see me mowin’ My front lawn I know they’re all thinking I’m so white and nerdy Think I’m just too white and nerdy Think I’m just too white and nerdy Can’t you see I’m white and nerdy? Look at me, I’m white and nerdy I wanna roll with The gangstas But so far they all think I’m too white and nerdy Think I’m just too white and nerdy Think I’m just too white and nerdy I’m just too white and nerdy. Really really white and nerdy. First in my class here at MIT Got skills, I’m a champion at D&D MC Escher - that’s my favorite MC Keep your 40, I’ll just have an Earl Grey tea My rims never spin, to the contrary You’ll find that they’re quite stationary All of my action figures are cherry Steven Hawking’s in my library My MySpace page is all totally pimped out Got people beggin’ for my top eight spaces Yo, I know pi to a thousand places Ain’t got no grills but I still wear braces I order all of my sandwiches with mayonnaise I’m a whiz at Minesweeper - I could play for days Once you see my sweet moves you’re gonna stay amazed My fingers’ movin’ so fast I’ll set the place ablaze There’s no killer app I haven’t run At Pascal, well I’m number one Do vector calculus just for fun I ain’t got a gat but I got a soldering gun Happy Days is my favorite theme song I could sure kick your butt in a game of ping pong I’ll ace any trivia quiz you bring on I’m fluent in JavaScript as well as Klingon They see me roll on My Segway I know in my heart they think I’m white and nerdy Think I’m just too white and nerdy Think I’m just too white and nerdy Can’t you see I’m white and nerdy Look at me, I’m white and nerdy I’d like to roll with The gangstas Although it’s apparent I’m too white and nerdy Think I’m just too white and nerdy Think I’m just too white and nerdy I’m just too white and nerdy How’d I get so white and nerdy I’ve been browsin’, inspectin’ X-Men comics, you know I collect ‘em The pens in my pocket, I must protect ‘em My ergonomic keyboard never leaves me bored Shopping online for deals on some writable media I edit Wikipedia I memorized Holy Grail really well I can recite it right now and have you ROTFLOL I got a business doing websites When my friends need some code, who do they call? I do HTML for ‘em all Even made a homepage for my dog Yo, I got myself a fanny pack They were havin’ a sale down at The Gap Spend my nights with a roll of bubble wrap Pop, pop, hope no one sees me Gettin’ freaky I’m nerdy in the extreme And whiter than sour cream I was in AV Club and Glee Club and even the Chess Team Only question I Ever thought was hard Was do I like Kirk Or do I like Picard Spend every weekend at the Renaissance Fair Got my name on my underwear They see me strollin’ They laughin’ And rollin’ their eyes ‘cause I’m so white and nerdy Just because I’m white and nerdy Just because I’m white and nerdy All because I’m white and nerdy Holy cow, I’m white and nerdy I wanna bowl with The gangstas But, oh well, it’s obvious I’m white and nerdy Think I’m just too white and nerdy Think I’m just too white and nerdy I’m just too white and nerdy Look at me, I’m white and nerdy Current Mood: tired Current Music: Weird Al - White and Nerdy

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June 11th, 2006

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May 15th, 2006

08:19 pm The first day back to kungfu after a break is so horrible - i can smell blood and my nose/teeth/sinuses hurt... maybe i worked out a bit too hard? meh - ill get used to it (or die) at some point =). Flexibility is still good though... almost in full splits - ill be back to a full splits by the summer. As long as I don't get drunk and think I can fight anyone because of my Irish ancestry. Retarded? Yes. Current Location: Hizzy fo shizzy Current Mood: chipper Current Music: Pantera - Hostile

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May 6th, 2006

08:37 pm - wikky wikky! Bought the boss me-50 multi effects board for my geetah. Now I can do the wikky-wikky AND water noises. Life is good. Current Location: Hizzy. Current Mood: excited Current Music: Korn - Swallow

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